tu fui, ego eris

my biggest fear isnt even the work per se but coming into a group of people that already know each other

i had that before when i had to repeat a school year and it was super horrifying

i got friends eventually but still im

so scared of the process to even get there

i hope theyll be nice and take me in and show me things and help me

i dreamed that some nice girl took care of me for the first day and i really hope that it will become true

im so scared of going to tegel later on i dont know anyone there im gonna be so alone :’(


kay i think i got her out of my system for the night


kay i think i got her out of my system for the night

im going to bed because im so exhausted ughh ive done nothing but worrying the past days and i still do and i really hope itll be better soon sighs




consider these:

  • there’s a long ass train and we’ve been waiting for it to pass for twenty minutes and you’re leaning out of the window of your car yelling at it so i’ll make some polite conversation au
  • i’m somewhere past drunk and decidedly lost and you’re a kindly local on a nighttime outing au
  • i ran away from home and knocked on the wrong door but you want to take me in anyway au
  • waiting in a holding cell together for our friends to bail us out and you’re unexpectedly cool au
  • are they staring at me or staring into the space around me i can’t tell and it’s intimidating au
  • i come here when i want to be alone and i didn’t think anyone knew about it so where the hell did you come from au
  • met you at a bar but it turns out you’re a soldier and you’re getting shipped into combat tomorrow au
  • gave a running hug to the wrong person at the airport and knocked you to the ground au
  • i’m a government worker and i had to seduce you for a case but i’m starting to like you legitimately au
  • you came to look at the puppies i have for sale and you’re so into it that i can’t help but kneel down and help you assess them au
  • walking between my s.o and you and i grabbed the wrong damn hand au
  • called the wrong number and confessed my love to you in a sappy way before you could get a word in au
  • we were studying across from each other in the library not acknowledging each other for hours and you passed out and fell onto my book so i’m screwed au

"I mean, the reason I even came to this school is because I saw his acting." - Kashima Yuu